I couldn't thank Allah (SWT) enough for opening my heart to Him!
He has made me see things better and to make me take challenges with more strength!
Human beings are scary creature~ For some, they would tell you that they will stay with you through high and low and being a goodie, kind person, you believe them... But when circumstances turn good/bad, they abandon you, claiming that situations have changed and they are happier! And, to make matter worst, they have no concept of fear in Allah (SWT) though their names indicate that they should be fearful of Him!
What is it? =S
Alright, I am just complaining here...
Just a little heartache why I was such a silly one before... But I believe, Allah(SWT) is going to give me a better man for me! That was what Allah(SWT) mentioned to Prophet Muhammad's wives...
"When the Prophet disclosed a matter in confidence to one of his consorts, and she then divulged it (to another), and Allah made it known to him, he confirmed part thereof and repudiated a part. Then when he told her thereof, she said, "Who told thee this? "He said, "He told me Who knows and is well-acquainted (with all things)."If ye two turn in repentance to Him, your hearts are indeed so inclined; But if ye back up each other against him, truly Allah is his Protector, and Gabriel, and (every) righteous one among those who believe,- and furthermore, the angels - will back (him) up.It may be, if he divorced you (all), that Allah will give him in exchange consorts better than you,- who submit (their wills), who believe, who are devout, who turn to Allah in repentance, who worship (in humility), who travel (for Faith) and fast,- previously married or virgins."( سورة التحريم , At-Tahrim, Chapter #66, Verse #5)
Now that I know there's a place for me in the hereafter, I pray hard that Allah (SWT) will give me a goodie husband who is just like me... Just like me, once decided, will just stick to the end and the promise will not be broken...
Our story will just be like those in fairytales... "And they live happily ever after... In Paradise!" Yay!!!
For now, I just need to pray pray pray~ Pray for me, okay? =D
And give glad tidings to those who believe and do righteous good deeds, that for them will be Gardens under which rivers flow (paradise). Every time they will be provided with a fruit therefrom, they will say: "This is what we were provided with before," and they will be given things in resemblance (i.e. in the same form but different in taste) and they shall have therein Azwajun Mutahharatun (purified mates or wives) and they will abide therein forever.( سورة البقرة , Al-Baqara, Chapter #2, Verse #25)